9.30.2007
"To a heart formed for friendship and affection...
So says a quote in my "Cryptogram a Day" puzzle book by a woman named Fanny Burney, who according to Google was a servant to the royals of England in the late 1700's. Well, I don't know what inspired her to write that quote, but I can say when I read it this week I could relate to it. I do enjoy a good bit of solitude, but this week I've found myself in the throes of cultural dissonance. (I know this because I became intensely annoyed yesterday by the giggling of all the staff at the drink shop I stopped at when I couldn't communicate to the guy behind the counter that I wanted an iced coffee with milk. He told me there was no milk, which is ridiculous since most of the drinks they offer come with milk. But since neither of us could communicate our thoughts, I just said, "o.k., coffee." And then I watched them make a large iced coffee with whipped cream on top. No problem...in the end, but I have to tell you, inside I was thinking "you folks better stop laughing at me, 'cause I could bounce over this counter and crack your skinny behinds! I know you don't want to see that, so you better stop!" That's about the time I realized, the honeymoon is OVER!) So, Fanny had it right, the charms of being on one's own in a strange place where you neither "know" others nor are you "known by" others has worn thin and I long once again for my friends and community, the place of peace and familiarity I call "home"..."163" ...and all that comes with it.
I know this is a natural part of assimilating to a new place, but knowing and liking are very different things, and right now I'm not liking the adjusting. Mainly this feeling may be brought on by two things...I moved into my new place on Monday, and I love it. It's clean, it's modern and beautiful and my roommate is very kind. Buuuttt...I keep getting lost every time I try to venture out anywhere and it's getting old very fast. I eventually find "a way" to where I'm going, but not until I've gotten really frustrated and annoyed that I can't seem to get the feel of this neighborhood. (For those of you who have enjoyed my navigation help around the city of San Francisco, you can really understand how this feels for me.) This gives me a daily reminder that I am helpless here and this is not a good feeling.
The second thing that I believe may have caused my "turn toward the abyss" is that my manager (not my boss, but the gal that manages my branch of the school) came to me on Wednesday to tell me I'll probably have to take another beginning class in the next few weeks since there are so many inquiries about the school from new students. The reason I get this is because one of my classes only has 6 students in it, E2, and the school has an 8 student minimum for a class to continue. I love E2, and although one of my students in that class, Neco, annoys me a lot with his silly antics and insistent "Teacher, me no" shouts at me when he wants to say "Teacher, I don't...(whatever it is we're doing at the time)", I love him! And I really enjoy that class. (Show me a teacher that wouldn't enjoy teaching 6 children eager to learn, right? Of course I love it!) I'll try to post some pics of this class before they break it up into other existing classes to make room for the new one...ugh! You know how I blogged about A11? Well, I think this one will be called A13...and I ain't feelin' like 13's gonna be a very lucky number for Mama! Alas, if this is part of the job, then I must do it, but I don't like it, and I'm really hoping there's another solution. As always, I covet your prayers around this and for my continued adjustment to life and living here...not only because it's a different place, but also because it's away from the people I love.
So, all in all, this has been a good weekend. Yesterday, I set my room up (pictures to come in future blogs) and prepared dinner for my two Canadian colleagues and my roommate. We had fun just eating and chillin' together at the new place. My roommate had to teach during the day so I felt like treating her to dinner. (Shout out to Anneloe, pronounced Annalu, for letting me stay here rent free for the last week. God is good!) We did a reconnaissance mission where we all four went out to the corner traffic light to video tape the count down of the little "don't walk" graphic. Here are two very short clips of me interpreting the little walking dude.
Today, I led worship at church, went to lunch with some of the folks on the worship team, and then had rehearsal afterwards. It went pretty well, and I can sense the team beginning to gel and trust one another. I'm so thankful for a new couple in our church from Pennsylvania, Phillip and Jennifer. He's on the worship team and can really rock the guitar, plus he's got a real heart for worship and for youth, so he's an amazing addition to what God's putting together at Victory English Fellowship (VEF)! After rehearsal, I rode out about 20 miles or so on the scooter with Ryno (pronounced Rrraino), another guy who plays guitar on my worship team, and another South African...I'm surrounded! He lives out near Chutung where I used to live, and he was showing me his special way to get into Hsinchu. It was fun, but after we had a coffee and I scooted back to the apartment, I was so dirty from the dust that was blowing around, I had to have a shower. I've been relaxing in my room ever since and now it's almost time for bed.
So, not bad, and tomorrow begins a new week full of fun and adventure teaching English in Taiwan. I really can't complain. There is never a shortage of things to blog about and it seems like several of my friends enjoy reading it. Thanks.
This brings me to my two last things to share with you. I recently purchased my own helmet for my scooter ventures. I had seen these helmets that had the name SCOTLAND on the side and something as a subtitle, and they always made me smile, for obvious reasons. But, when I found them for sale at the store I like to go to, I couldn't resist. And the subtitle reads "Every day is so nice." No doubt!!! As this is the first September in the past three that I've not been in Scotland, I can concur, "Scotland, every day is so nice!"
Lastly, I was alone in my apartment this evening putzing around making some dinner when I noticed the sky outside of the living room window. The sun was setting and it was beautiful.
So, that's all from me for now. Sorry I've been slow to post this week. For a short work week, it really felt very long! Work, huh? That's why it's called work, cause it's work. No more profound thought.
Until next time,
LC from TW
9.26.2007
Touring...Chinese Style!
As I was walking on that beach for even just a short time, I thought of how blessed I've been this year, to have walked on three beaches in three different countries over the last three months. (Actually it made me tired to think about it.) But what a blessing to be with friends and family in Hawaii in July, Nicaragua in August and now China/Taiwan in September. I loved 'em all, but have to give a shout out to my favorite...Kailua still takes first prize for me! :)
Just a quick thanks to all of you who prayed for me with my roommate situation for the weekend. I didn't have a hard time "living" with her and actually found some compassion for her as I listened to the things she talked about. Yesterday at work she said her father's in the hospital and I think she's really worried about him, so I believe I may have a chance to offer prayer for her. Her name is Sharon, and although she has lived in this area most of her life, her family are from Shanghai in mainland China. It would be great if you could pray for her and her family. Gotta run for now, but more later.
Until next time, LC from TW
Cute picture of my boss and her niece.
Me in the waves on Kinmen.
9.25.2007
No News is Good News...right?
With that, I will bid you adieu and encourage you to "HUG A TEACHER TODAY" and "If you can read this, thank a teacher!" and "Just say no!" (I wanted to throw that one in there because I couldn't think of anything else.)
Thanks for the prayers.
Until next time,
LC from TW
9.21.2007
Be careful what you ask for...
Well, I asked you all to pray today that I would be focused on my purpose for being here and that there would be some miracle with A11 while my boss came to observe me. Prayer is key, people! You've got to ask people to pray for you when you need it and even if they don't do it in the time frame you were hoping for, God somehow (sovereign that He is) knows that the one in need has asked for prayer from others and He honors our prayers even before we utter them.
So, off the sermon and on to the news from today...Serena (my boss) was a little late to the class, so I got to get the stuff that I know she wouldn't like out of the way. (Don't be alarmed, no children were hurt during these few minutes!) I know she wants us to be superhuman, and be entertaining to all 16 children at once (I had 19 until today when my colleague "promoted" three of them to other classes - shout out to Sharon, my roommate for this weekend, for helpin' a sistah out!) Well, when you're trying to check and record that they did their homework and you're trying to give them individual feedback, you just can't keep all of the others from speaking Chinese to one another. Suffice to say, I was happy she was late. I was able to check homework, give the spelling test, and record both of them before she came in.
The children were miraculously calmer than normal, and I was able to handle them. Today was their preparation for a test next week, and I feel that many of them have been well prepared, so I did my job. (Some of them need more prayer!) At the end of the grueling 90 minutes (well, maybe about 80 with the boss watching), she said as they were leaving, "Wow, they seem like a totally different class than what I saw four weeks ago. You're really getting through to them." Pick my jaw up off the floor, 'cause I know it wasn't me today...but I'll accept the encouragement. The only problem now is...I have to keep this class, 'cause the boss thinks I can handle it! Argh!!
Thanks again for praying and keep 'em coming! There's always tomorrow, and never a dull moment in TW! Come visit.
Until next time,
LC
9.20.2007
Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow
Tomorrow, I need more prayer, as I set off on a three day trip with the rest of the staff. We are flying to an island, Kinmen, very near to China but still in Taiwan's possession...don't understand but I'm going. It will be challenging to be around all these folks for the whole weekend and I heard yesterday I found out I will be rooming with a gal from my office. She speaks great English, but her attitude is sort of crappy. She's not slow to express disdain for others in the office that she doesn't really care for. So, pray that I will have some good opportunities to talk with her and for my energy to stay high enough that my attitude doesn't get crappy.
You guys are great to comment on my blog and to pray for me when you think of it. I can sure tell you're praying...so thanks!
Until next time,
LC from TW
9.18.2007
Homeless in a Hurricane and Happy Birthdays
Not only are we having a killer typhoon/hurricane, but I'm homeless again! Yesterday when I got to work, there was a message for me to say I would not be able to move into the house I'd planned to move into. Apparently the landlord decided to sell the house and Julie and I are not going to move into it. So, I'm homeless...sort of. Thankfully, I have a place to stay until next Monday, and today, during the typhoon, I went to look at an apartment to share with a South African gal who's been teaching here for 2 and a half years. She goes to my church and works with the youth, and she's got a great personality. All this to say, I will be moving in with her at least in the short term, as little as one month, and as long as four months. I like the place but I'm reserving the right to move for several reasons: the rent is higher than I wanted to pay, Julie and I may be able to move into the house in the future, we may find somewhere else we like, and/or Annaloe (pronounced Annalu) has four months left on her lease and she may wish to move at that time. I'm thankful that I have a place to go to, and it's nice, modern apartment with cool yellow leather furniture. In the words of Jon Lovitz, "jealous?" (shout out to Lisa!)
This brings me to Happy Birthday's, which I owe to my friend Kim, overdue from last Saturday. Kim, just for you, I had my children from A8 sing you a little song and say a few words. (Please disregard the annoyed sound in my voice at the end of the video. Sometimes it's like herding cats.) Follow this link, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L85INqVnvKI, to meet Lee-Sheen, the very loud and bright boy who's mother is a United flight attendant, Jessie and Juliana who are inseparable, Sunny - the future Miss Taiwan, Ava - otherwise known as sleepy girl or "why am I here?", Roger the fumbler, always messing with his books and/or pencil case, Claire - the raspy voice child who says "Teachuh, teachuh!" like a linebacker, Charles, who rarely understands anything I'm saying, but is very cute, and Leo - I don't think you get to see Leo because the girls all gather around behind me and start squeeling so I cut it off. Well, that's my Monday and Thursday 2:30 challenge. But I like this class. They crack me up. I hope they learn something. Truthfully, I think several of them will be good English speakers one day, so I have hope. Kim, hope your birthday was great. Many happy returns.
Well, that's all from me over here in TW.
Until next time,
Larissa
9.16.2007
A11 is my nightmare class!
Well, I wanted to get this post up since I told you guys I would show more pics of my students. Here's A11...more to follow.
Until next time,
Larissa
Agassi, Tony, Kevin, and Willy
James, Nelson, and Benson
Benson is very bright, and fun to teach
Jill, Cindy, Joyce,Betty, and Jane
Sarah, Viola, and Emily
"Counting the Cost" was
However, here I am, and here's where I'm supposed to be, and one of the reasons I know that is because of the way my parents raised me and taught me to live with my eyes open to ways I could be a witness. This week I had a significant and unexpected conversation with one of the people at my school, and it further solidified my reasons for being here. Thanks again for your prayers and your supportive comments. Keep 'em comin'!
Next weekend I will be on a staff trip for Saturday through Monday, so I appreciate your prayers for good conversations and team building.
And, one more time, Happy 56th Anniversary to Mom and Dad! Here's to one more...at least ;)
Until next time,
Larissa
9.14.2007
I WAS living at Falls Creek, but now...
So, I moved into the city, only about 15 minutes from my work, 10 minutes from my church, and in another 10 or 12 days, I'll be in my permanent housing, sharing a four story house (4 bedrooms, 3 baths) with a friend from church. The rent is half of what it would normally be, for two reasons...Jacqui's been praying (that's a friend from Temple in SF, thanks, Jacqui!) AND the family that have been living there for 10 years are paying the other half so they can use two rooms for storage. My roommate, Julie, and I don't mind this arrangement, since our rent will then be only about 1/3 of what I paid for my small room in San Francisco. (I'm making you work for those calculations, huh?) Suffice to say, it's a great deal and I'm thrilled.
This morning, I'm off to teach a seminar on worship at a retreat for youth from my church. Many of you remember how difficult it was for me to write the youth bible study curriculum earlier this year...well, it came in handy when I was preparing for this seminar. Matter of fact, my prep lasted about half an hour, since two of those lessons deal directly with the subject of worship. I'm glad I did that...now!
I will check back in later on. As always, thanks for your prayers and comments. Sorry, no pics. I'm using someone else's computer.
Until next time, Larissa
9.11.2007
“Davy, (bum, bum) Davy Crockett….
Until next time.
9.09.2007
"God is Good!"
This is Sophia 1 (there are 2 Sophia's in her class so she's Sophia 1). Her mother and sister are also my students (stop the insanity) and they all three took me out for the day two weeks ago after church on Sunday. I took this picture after much pleading with Sophia and as you can see she was not very happy about it. I like her a lot and I think she's warming up to me too. I have other pics of my students in class that I will post soon.
It's Sunday night and I've been planning lessons for the week but wanted to share this with you.
We had a great day at worship today. One of those days when you’re absolutely certain it’s not about you, and God shows up powerfully. I’m so thankful for this, since as I said last week, many on the team are from the youth group and they are young in their faith. (They like to play the songs that they can personally sound good on.) We are all still learning that worship isn’t about us and the younger we are the more shocking that discovery is it seems. This morning, we were late getting started, and yet it was still really early so everyone was tired and low-energy (we’re at rehearsal at 7:30 on Sunday mornings). We rehearsed and every song sounded flat and out of tune and frankly sort of embarrassing. I started to worry a little. God gave me the strength to power through the line up of five songs and when it was time to turn the stage over to the worship team from the Chinese church, we went to a back room to continue rehearsing “unplugged”. Today was the last day for two of the youth, one of whom has contributed a lot to the worship team in the last five years. (He’s a little genius child heading to
More later. Love to all. Larissa
9.02.2007
an inch is as good as a mile...
so, pray for me. not just for my safety, but also because i began ministering in a new setting today. i led worship for the congregation where i've gone the last three sundays. i had a singing group of five plus me (only one guy), and a band of four (an electric, an acoustic, a bass and a drummer). i sensed the presence of God early on in worship, so God was, as always, faithful and i am thankful that His presence is not determined by my level of familiarity in any one situation. we rehearsed after lunch as we will be doing for the next few weeks to see how it goes with everyones schedules, and that went reasonably well. can't help but feel like the new kid on the block. they are mostly high school students who are bi-cultural. chinese in ethnicity, but american in speech and attitude. ("we were like, and they were like, and i was like..." if you know what i mean.) even though they are young, they want and need leadership, and they know it. however, many times today i heard, "that's not how we do that." so i will need patience and discernment to be effective here i think.
here are a couple of pics from my church. we meet in the basement of an eight floor church building. the picture is of last weeks service, the new pastor, rocky bronson (love that name) from michigan, is praying, and the worship team is on the platform. the other picture was taken today from the eighth floor after rehearsal, and yes, there are about 100 scooters parked on the street, only one section of about five that look exactly the same on this street.
see you next time.
9.01.2007
"take your chances" drugstore
ok, seriously, tonight i saw a big store, with the name "take your chances" on it. as i looked at it closer, it said "drugstore" in small letters next to the sign. yet another reminder that i'm living in a country where english is most definitely not the first language. some things get lost in the translation.
i stopped by a cell phone store today to try to get a sim card so i can make calls here in taiwan. it was quite an ordeal, as most things are when you don't speak the language. first, i had to go back to my room and get my spare cell phone, since there is no sim for my blackberry apparently. so, i came back to the store 15 minutes later with my old nokia and the manager, who spoke pretty good english, thankfully, began to try to help me. i didn't have my charger and the phone was dead, so he sold me one for about 5 bucks. then, i had to have a battery, because my battery was no good, so that cost me about 10 bucks. then, he was about to sell me the sim card, but he remembered he needed two forms of i.d. i already knew this and was ready with my passport, which has my visa in it, thus making it two separate i.d.'s. well, this was of great concern for the other manager of the store, who thought i didn't have the right documents to purchase the sim card. (why you need i.d. for this, i don't know.) after about 20 minutes and a phone call to the authorities, they let me purchase the card. then, i had to fill out a form, and didn't have the phone number or address for the school where i'm living (which is a shame since i just received my business cards from my employer this week...but who carries those things?). when i told them i didn't have my info on me, they began to pace a little and speak in rapid fire chinese. then i said, "i am staying at kang ning english school" and they both said "ah, kang ning!" and that seemed to make them both happy. within a few minutes i was walking out of the store a satisfied customer. so glad to know that my school has name recognition in this part of the world. just another day in the life, here in taiwan!
here are a few pictures of the town where i live, standing on a walking overpass looking both ways up the streets, just to give you an idea of what it looks like. on one side of the street, i took this picture of a residence that has been added to the top of a building. it just struck me as interesting. hope you think so too.
see you next time.